tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51977102011-07-05T12:30:52.342-07:00A few years later I found my way back. Madly in love with a boy, starting our lives together in a small house with our two lovely dogs.caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.comBlogger1331100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1133338648128096062005-11-30T01:16:00.000-07:002005-11-30T01:17:28.136-07:00

So i havent posted here in forever but i have had this for almost 3 years now and it helped me through a lot. so i suppose i will update in hopes to not lose it♥peace in the middle east

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1087885948266749972004-06-21T23:24:00.000-07:002004-06-21T23:32:28.266-07:00

So i have decided to return to my lonely blog. I had not been able to figure out the username or password as i had them saved to my old computer. But here i am. Summer is wonderful. The heat is a little much, so if someone could turn down the sun a little it would be greatly apreciated. Thanks. Our never-ending pool has finally heated to a temperature worth swimming in. Granted i am used to

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1077472090483136012004-02-22T10:48:00.000-07:002004-02-22T10:50:53.373-07:00

So this week has been interesting. I went to school 1 day out of the four days we had. I have been very sick and let me tell you it sucks a big one. Tonight was the first time i have been outside the house in 4 days. I have not been sick in the longest time, and when i get sick its kind of scary. Only because we never know whether im just sick or if something is wrong with my heart. I can

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1077301974618290712004-02-20T11:32:00.000-07:002004-02-20T11:35:33.716-07:00

Wow i have not updated this thing in the longest time. Well i figure i will start writing in this again. Sure i have other things to write in but why not cover everything. And this really was my first. So i will really update it agan soon

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1072207396816581092003-12-23T12:23:00.000-07:002003-12-23T12:24:38.140-07:00

The lights danced to the music. Its the best part of zoolights. and we sat and watched it twice last night. it was magical. i felt like such a little kid, becuase i was in total awe of the lights and the music, and the atmosphere. I sat there remembering. just taking alittle time to think about everything this past year. all the good things and good times i have had. I remember turning 16

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1072123969729088832003-12-22T13:12:00.000-07:002003-12-22T13:14:09.936-07:00

I am not: unhappy, but not happy at the same time I hurt: alot and cant figure out why I love: to laugh I hate: that i was hurt by my best friends I fear: i didnt make the right choice I hope: that things will be okay in the end. I hear: Taking Back Sunday. I crave: a hug. I regret: nothing right now I cry: because i cant tell people im hurt. I care: too much about my friends. I always: drive

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071987727986280732003-12-20T23:22:00.000-07:002003-12-20T23:24:22.200-07:00

Ive moved to Livejournal. Visit me here

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071435143793941232003-12-14T13:52:00.000-07:002003-12-14T14:02:36.873-07:00

Has there ever been a time in your life where you just wanted to move away? Move somewhere else and start over new. I’m feeling this way right now. Like maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad thing, to up and leave. Start over with a clean slate. Sometimes this feeling is caused by a difficult time in your life. Or sometimes feeling completely unwanted by everyone causes it. Feeling like there really is

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071433586803239542003-12-14T13:26:00.000-07:002003-12-14T13:27:36.390-07:00

Well this weekend has been very long. Im ready for it to be over. Wow a weekend i actually want to be over. My car was broken into friday night. My parents are pissed about it. I was freezing waiting for the cops I feel like something is going on and no one is telling me about it and its not a good thing to not tell me about But maybe im being retarded about it Dance was alright I feel

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071392040020427302003-12-14T01:54:00.000-07:002003-12-14T01:55:08.483-07:00

This weekend was very interesting/terrible/good all at the same time.

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071269790208934352003-12-12T15:56:00.000-07:002003-12-12T15:57:36.780-07:00

SURVEY TIME [my name is]:Casey Lima [in the morning i am]: excited [love is]: not fun [i dream about]: girls -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do you notice first?]: Eyes [last person you slow danced with]: Vanessa -W H O- [do you have a crush on?]: Kate [easiest to talk to]: My dad -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [fallen for your best friend]: no -W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071205556251738772003-12-11T22:05:00.000-07:002003-12-11T22:07:02.543-07:00

Today was simply wonderful. Maybe it was hanging out with mr. lima after school, and how appaled he was we didnt have a star on our tree. Or laughing untill i couldnt breathe Or the rain and how everything smells, and looks when it rains Or just how everything seems so right. And im ignoring things that are unhappy because its too beautiful to be unhappy I wasnt that cold at the soccer game

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071204817987041482003-12-11T21:53:00.000-07:002003-12-11T21:57:06.780-07:00

SURVEY TIME [my name is]:Casey Bartle [in the morning i am]: Very Tired, and rushing to get ready [love is]: a beautiful thing, if its really there [i dream about]: When i will stop believing the bad, and completely understanding the good. -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do you notice first?]: Smile and Eyes. [last person you slow danced with]: Bobby last year at homecoming. -

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071099307648041002003-12-10T16:35:00.000-07:002003-12-10T16:57:45.670-07:00

The past 5 days or so, i havent been in the best mood. There is something about this weather, that puts me in a weird mood. Every year, the weather changes and i get confused. Confused about everything going on. This year is easier and harder in a way. I have someone this year to talk to. You know to share both the good and the bad in my life. Which is weird only because for once in my life,

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071032141366238662003-12-09T21:55:00.000-07:002003-12-09T21:59:55.200-07:00

Im feeling the same as the post before the last one. Or rather the two before the last one WEIRD CRAPPY MOOD GO AWAY And stop leaving me confused I dont like this at all Would you like to pick my brain? I'll tell you what I've told all of them, you can't handle what goes through my head. I push them away, a defense mechanism, if you're not around, no one gets hurt. If you're

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1071016524115709942003-12-09T17:35:00.000-07:002003-12-09T22:02:22.296-07:00

Current Mood: I dont know whats going on anymore I cant explain it So if you ask i dont know will be the answer Dance Saturday YAY Fun 50's 5&Diner Goofy Dancing Swing Dancing? Mill Friday Night Christmas lights Cold Best friends YAY

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-107094413704208842003-12-08T21:28:00.000-07:002003-12-09T22:01:26.890-07:00

Today was crap Maybe it was because i woke up late and ran around trying to do everything in 10 minutes Or that people went through my stuff at lunch Or i was made fun of, but that doesnt bother me so much usually Except today when everything bothered me I was sick of the sarcastic comments my dog is sick Ive had her since i was 4 and a half she's 12 thats old i dont want to let go anytime soon

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1070929691958700812003-12-08T17:28:00.000-07:002003-12-08T19:19:11.716-07:00

There are so many other things i could be doing right now. Instead im singing along to the music im listening too, trying to keep what voice i had after voice lessons, and writing in here. Ive been in a really bad mood the past few days. The kind of mood, where everything is annoying. And i want to get out of it. Bah. "Sometimes I wish I was brave I wish I was stronger I wish I could feel no

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1070855769986905332003-12-07T20:56:00.000-07:002003-12-07T20:58:36.640-07:00

Saturday Saturday Started out with chiara and I Going to Caseys Soccer Carwash We decided the mall sounded like a good place to go. We started our mall adventure by eating lunch. Pizza and soda Then a cinnabon. So good for us.( yea right) After lunch was on to Nordstroms where i took pictures in the lounge while waiting for chiara Then to robinsons May where we found the flamingo. =}

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1070603021528686822003-12-04T22:43:00.000-07:002003-12-04T22:44:38.310-07:00

Life goes on he said. Looking me straight in the eyes, he said that I needed to realize the time we have here is precious. I know, I said quietly. He told me everything happens for a reason”, which tonight was very hard to hear. We don’t always know the reason why, and maybe its because we aren’t meant to, or maybe its because we just haven’t figured it out. There will never be another December

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1070494910133910352003-12-03T16:41:00.000-07:002003-12-03T19:28:59.296-07:00

The dictionary definition of Life is:The interval of time between birth and death Life: A series of moments, both good and bad. I consider life to be like a rollercoaster, Never knowing how long you are going to be up or down. And when you go down, everything goes down so quickly. And it keeps going, it never stops for anything. I realized that today. While last night a terrible car accident

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1070178355996161872003-11-30T00:45:00.000-07:002003-11-30T01:26:57.390-07:00

I have the worlds cutest best friends They make me happier than anyone in the entire world. Chiara and i take cute pictures of: Christmas Lights And Ducks ( yea that duck is looking at the camera.) Sadly we havent taken a pic of the two of us yet Casey and I Take cute pictures of Old Couples and Lame Liscense Plates and He is very cute/wonderful/amazing Because he babysits 6

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1070094352651455652003-11-29T01:25:00.000-07:002003-11-29T01:26:41.890-07:00

I have the two best friends in the entire world * they almost get arrested with me * They cheer me up * They make me laugh harder than anyone i know * They are all around good people * THey are honest with me * We cuddle and are cute *They worry about me * They listen when i need to talk * they give wonderful advice * We all love soccer * They are all around adorable * I love them both more

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069968400168703832003-11-27T14:26:00.000-07:002003-11-27T17:56:50.496-07:00

Yesterday and most of today have been the most wonderful days ever! Morning: I picked up the wonderful miss Chiara. Before we left she managed to gracefully fall down her stairs. We headed down a very empty ray road to Starbucks. Coffee was nice after only getting 3 and half hours of sleep the night before. We headed to school, and sang along to the CD she made me. Coincidentally when we walked

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069920774125893352003-11-27T01:12:00.000-07:002003-11-27T01:13:40.826-07:00

Tonight was interesting Scary movie marathon Fun Scary Blah all at the same time It brought back memories Bad ones Count backwards from 100 Go away why cant i forget why does it seem like yesterday Everything i remember so clearly down to the color of the walls or what i was wearing and all of it i wish i could forget And i havent told anyone any of this Untill tonight and most wont know what im

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069808927621938342003-11-25T18:08:00.000-07:002003-11-25T22:54:20.903-07:00

Marry Me Please? Mmmmm Johnny Depp Pirates comes out December 2nd If i could spend my life with one celebrity i would pick him but he's fourty SO that would be kind of illegal Considering im only almost 17 1 month and 1 week Yay Today was a very good day I actually slept last night Which resulted in a happy casey this morning Starbucks tomorrow morning Yum and then scary movie marathon

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069733749944570372003-11-24T21:15:00.000-07:002003-11-24T21:16:33.686-07:00

My day is going a lot better Its wonderful how a phone call can make everything better Im happier now And there are so many things to look forward to I had my day and now its over thankfully Thanks casey and chiara, you made today bearable

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069714626084907022003-11-24T15:57:00.000-07:002003-11-24T15:57:48.966-07:00

Today was a bad day. I was in a horrible mood due to two measily hours of sleep. I was a bitch to casey, okay i was a bitch to alot of people. I just couldnt deal with stuff. So im sorry. Ill update again later

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069648120842240112003-11-23T21:28:00.000-07:002003-11-23T22:50:11.796-07:00

Im sorry i cant live up to what you want or who you thougt i was Wait.... im not sorry The only thing im sorry about is that you obviously wished i were someone different I screwed up big time on saturday night I hope you guys can forgive me I need tomorrow night more than anything right now I need to talk Im sorry i freaked out Im so sorry Tonight was fun COld and fun Soccer again Cute dog

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069615460666928772003-11-23T12:24:00.000-07:002003-11-23T12:25:01.560-07:00

"Before i come undone" Sing me a song Whistle me a tune tell me a story a joke anything to take my mind away from where i am I watched the sunrise this morning It was beautiful Bad dreams last night and every night this past week I havent slept in a week Which adds to my grumpiness I hate how songs bring back such vivid memories There are so many things i could stand to forget and then i will

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069572152297832652003-11-23T00:22:00.000-07:002003-11-23T11:51:52.890-07:00

Tonight was interesting I was lost in thought tonight and lost in memories that i wish i could forget I told chiara stuff that i havent ever told anyone it was weird I wonder why they stick around sometimes like what they see in me because right now i dont see very much in myself I dont know i just dont know anymore and i have to explain everything running through my head to casey tomorrow

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069534236691342222003-11-22T13:50:00.000-07:002003-11-22T13:51:15.860-07:00

I have been really down lately This week has been one hell of a ride Tonight will go one of two ways Really good or really bad Please be really good I need to figure out whats going on Too bad i already know whats going on i wish i didnt Oh well what can i do Not a damn thing Soccer Soon and i need to get ready but im on here writing about pointless crap No one reads this anyways Last night was

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069494192573705462003-11-22T02:43:00.000-07:002003-11-22T02:43:51.390-07:00

I cant sleep Booooooo I need sleep

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069486252980651182003-11-22T00:30:00.000-07:002003-11-22T00:31:31.716-07:00

Tonight was fun we somehow ended up at sun ray park again Casey scared me, like literally, scared me like 3 times tonight Talking Stupid songs that bring back stupid memories Being the queen of something, not so good Rumors. Stupid rumors Cold Freezing Laying on the slide Being thouroughly freaked out Crying....... Booooo Tomorrow night i mean tonight being tired wanting to sleep but knowing i

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069375154652560242003-11-20T17:39:00.000-07:002003-11-20T17:39:51.590-07:00

Today was alright. So sleepy and there is no chance of sleep this weekend and i cant sleep early tonight ER is on Have to find out who dies Hmmmm WHo is it? Tomorrow is friday, yay! Cancell school and start the weekend early, i think so Yay for getting notes from two special people and pretty pens to write notes in and having two subs tomorrow and doing no work in 2 classes Boo having to go

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069288589669168992003-11-19T17:36:00.000-07:002003-11-19T18:38:06.093-07:00

So today was fun. I got yelled at first hour, for laughing at the note casey wrote me. Got caught twice writing notes to chiara. Ran on no sleep today Was probably a bitch( sorry if i was) Was actually excited to Babysit 6 kids next week Had alot of Awkward moments with people who dislike me Found out someone is mad at me, but i just dont care, its always something with that person. And i

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069286528351017892003-11-19T17:02:00.000-07:002003-11-19T17:02:44.450-07:00

Im bored real entry will come tonight ____REGULAR INFORMATION 001. name : Casey 002. nicknames : Case, Caseabase, Kay-C, Trixie, Miss Piggy, 003. sex : Girl 004. birthday : Jan, 1st, 1987 005. age : 16 006. star sign : Capricorn 007. place of birth : Boring old Phoenix, 008. current residence : Arizona 009. hair colour : Dark Brown with Red Highlights 010. eye colour : Brown 011. height :

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069215354276199482003-11-18T21:15:00.000-07:002003-11-18T21:16:29.090-07:00

Today was interesting alot of things happened. Both good and bad. I dont feel like talking about them. Im tired and grumpy Fridaynowplease?

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069042515687701892003-11-16T21:15:00.000-07:002003-11-16T21:15:47.920-07:00

Nothing i can say will justify how wonderfully amazing this night was. I am on such a happy high from it I have need this for so long I have needed people like casey and chiara for so long and i am so scared that they are going to up and walk away, just like everything else good in my life I dont have the best track record with keeping the things that make me happy and i told both of them that

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1069025481121194932003-11-16T16:31:00.000-07:002003-11-16T16:34:11.903-07:00

tonight im going to yet another soccer game with my favorite soccer buddy. Everything is so right, right now its wonderful

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068969398815560122003-11-16T00:56:00.000-07:002003-11-16T00:57:10.186-07:00

5 & diner my 2 favorite people Laughing over the dumbest things all day and night being part of the devilish duo not wanting to change a thing apartment california wishing the night would never end knowing the person who knows most about me isnt going anywhere or the person who knows close to alot about me isnt going anywhere either trying so hard not to cry wishing i could forget the

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068968653795544572003-11-16T00:44:00.000-07:002003-11-16T00:44:44.670-07:00

Today was Magnificent. I was happy a majority of the day, and a majority of the night, there was probably an hour tonight where i wasnt happy. Memories are a bitch, just so everyone knows. Oh and im tired of being yelled at. Chiara is wonderful, and if you didnt know that then shame on you. and i had so much fun with her today. We are soccer buddies! Casey is my best friend, good lord i would

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068922561266276422003-11-15T11:56:00.000-07:002003-11-15T12:47:16.090-07:00

Last night was Wonderful! I havent had that much fun, in.... Hmmm.. I dont know how long. Its funny, how i hang out with chiara and casey, and they are so wonderful to begin with, and everytime i hang out with one or the other or both for that fact, they seem to get more and more wonderful. I love it. Chiara always leaves me messages while im away on aim that make me so happy, and Casey just

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068782548444101962003-11-13T21:02:00.000-07:002003-11-15T11:56:59.590-07:00

I want to walk down mill while the christmas lights are on, in the cold... Care to join? Will someone come along and make me care.. please? Marry me? I want to go back.. Who will go with me? Rain...... ive asked nicely, but....Come Back NOW! Run away with me.. where?....the decisions are endless "Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies, Everyone smiles as you drift past the

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068693648329121822003-11-12T20:20:00.000-07:002003-11-12T20:21:15.216-07:00

Today was a very good day. It was amazing, i havent had a true good day in so long. Im tired of letting things get to me. And while they still will, im just going to pretend they arent there or atleast just push them away. Because its too beautiful to be sad. Which is weird because rainy days and cloudy days usually put me in a funky mood. Good Parts *It rained, and rained and rained. *My garage

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068644967502376692003-11-12T06:49:00.000-07:002003-11-12T06:49:53.436-07:00

I woke up to rain. I sat outside in the rain last night. Rain makes me happy

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068596751984805052003-11-11T17:25:00.000-07:002003-11-11T17:27:01.310-07:00

I enjoyed my day off for the most part. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. I figured out my entire schedule for next year which is exciting "heres the things i meant but never said" There is so much i dont want to talk about. So much no one would understand. And it sucks because it sits in the back of my mind. Someone told me two days ago everything wrong or bad in my life i deserve.. and im

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068532492280086482003-11-10T23:34:00.000-07:002003-11-10T23:35:16.546-07:00

Tonight was simply wonderful. Im in a good mood, for once. And i thank god i have casey to talk to. Otherwise i would be crazy right now. Today well this past week has been insane, and while i dont see it getting any better. There is still hope. Hope i didnt see untill tonight.

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068441570490889142003-11-09T22:19:00.000-07:002003-11-09T22:23:21.576-07:00

"With all the words I say Repeating over in my mind" He called and invited me over to his house. And when i asked if i could bring someone with me, the voice on the other end went silent. "Its ok if you dont want me to bring anyone." another of those silences "no its fine" that conversation keeps running through my mind. Why couldnt i just go myself. Because im dumb. What would have happened had

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068370517648680552003-11-09T02:35:00.000-07:002003-11-09T13:08:31.186-07:00

I am so very tired, and kind of on a high from tonight so this probably wont make much sense. But i need to write, so here it goes. Tonight was very interesting. I'm unhappy I wish i were happy I wish everything would magically dissapear I wish i would stop pushing things/ people away Tonight was the first time in a long time, i felt like things were ok for a few hours. I have to babysit

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068274674800917582003-11-07T23:57:00.000-07:002003-11-08T00:00:46.250-07:00

Tonight was alright, it got progressively better as the night went on. *I was dumb and took 3 tylenol or motrin( mom said it was ok, i dont believe her anymore) at like 4 while i was eating pizza with dan and rob it totally hit me, made me so freakin tired. So i was out of it for like 2 hours. Dont take more than the suggested dose. *I fought with casey about his slingshot and held my own

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068183391507226942003-11-06T22:36:00.000-07:002003-11-06T22:36:50.466-07:00

Today was not in anyway a good day. I had to yell at people, i was called a bitch, one of my best friends made me cry... I want things to be better

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068092282630631832003-11-05T21:18:00.000-07:002003-11-05T21:18:20.483-07:00

Everyone said once october was over, everything would get better. Well i am 6 days into november and things arent anywhere near better. everything right now is no fun. and there is only one person i can talk to, and thats only because he was there when most of it happened. If i am called a stupid bitch one more time, i am going to lose it. Stop saying it already, its not a joke its not funny.

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1068008084153259082003-11-04T21:54:00.000-07:002003-11-04T21:55:01.013-07:00

"The pressure is building I want to break away Motivation is lacking the point starts to fade I look to the bottom still empty still the same I'm waiting for something to show me the way To the path that I should take, it's just too real to go ahead and fake Every step that I make Name your price I would give anything I want to start over again What do I want I have nothing to say Whatever it is

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1067755959754332042003-11-01T23:52:00.000-07:002003-11-01T23:52:52.030-07:00

Today/tonight was very interesting. It probably didnt help that i only got like 5 or 6 hours of sleep last night, Which i blame all on Casey. Because he talked about eldrige and creeped me out alot between the time we left the school and the time i took him home. I kept hearing things as i would fall asleep, and i just couldnt sleep because i would freak my self out. THen at like 8:30 an hour or

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1067673584305215702003-11-01T00:59:00.000-07:002003-11-01T01:01:39.000-07:00

Tonight was by far the scariest night ever. Eldridge stories, and creepy noises. I saw and heard things tonight, that scared the shit out of me. I sat in the back and cried because we werent allowed to leave. I saw the shadows of "something" walking past the safety lights I saw the booth door open I saw the light next to the monitor when there is no light there in the first place I saw

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1067209891683929862003-10-26T16:11:00.000-07:002003-10-26T16:13:07.436-07:00

One Acts are finally over! Not to say I didn’t have fun with them, there were certainly some very entertaining moments but it was very stressful. Tuesday~~Once it was over a lot of the stress was gone, and I felt better. Michelle’s show went well, I was happy with it, then Kaila’s show… yea id rather not talk about that one. Everyone says it went well, but I think it could have been better. But

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1066619786798367542003-10-19T20:16:00.000-07:002003-10-19T20:16:26.813-07:00

Today was interesting. The past few days have been interesting. Everything is finally catching up with me. And I don’t know if it is a good thing. My lack of sleep, the stress, the worry over a lot of things, everything I have been thinking about lately, just kind of hit me all at once today. I think it was half way through our 6-hour rehearsal. When everything kind of just went blurry. Where

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1066278645476659822003-10-15T21:30:00.000-07:002003-10-15T21:30:45.206-07:00

"The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw: my inability to change. I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1066175477559684322003-10-14T16:51:00.000-07:002003-10-14T16:51:17.040-07:00

The scene shop is clean! The tech area and Cage are clean! Yay and the costume room will be soon! That is all for now

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1065909849651799562003-10-11T15:04:00.000-07:002003-10-11T15:07:25.510-07:00

I was looking through pictures i have taken the past few days and found the ones that made me happy! Is ahwatukee the only place with a golfcart crossing sign? Or a duck crossing sign? Hah casey thought it was a quail sign last time we drove by it... That boy is silly Its Been so prety Lately, I dont think i need to explain this one This is one of the few pictures of myself that i

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So today wasn’t too bad. It was nice, that while im in a horrible mood, I can still laugh and be semi happy. Maybe it was the people I was around the most that made me happy. The friends who can always put a smile on my face no matter what. I think I will cry when Kailas show is over. I have had such an amazing time working on this show. Even though rehearsals weren’t really rehearsals they

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1065418522453500432003-10-05T22:35:00.000-07:002003-10-05T22:35:22.266-07:00

This week has been quite an interesting one. Both Good and Bad, however sadly to say more bad than good. Writing is my escape and lately i have been to scared to write. Because i keep shoving things to the back of my mind... As to hopefully prevent myself from thinking about them. I am unhappy and angry and i just keep pushing it farther back in my mind so i dont have to deal with it. Yet it

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1065070219165966172003-10-01T21:50:00.000-07:002003-10-01T21:50:18.666-07:00

Im at my breaking point Anything else and i dont know...

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1064983018107439342003-09-30T21:36:00.000-07:002003-09-30T21:36:57.756-07:00

Auditions were today. I dont think i did too well however i always feel that way. I had a little freak-out before auditions trying to figure out wether to audition. Wether i can Handle Acting, Stage Managing, Acting in the mainstage, School, crew and friends... and i didnt know if i could... and i still dont know if i can. But if i get a part in Thoreau i will try like hell to make it all work..

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1063690728051135532003-09-15T22:38:00.000-07:002003-09-15T22:46:44.310-07:00

Today, somehow, a friend and i got on the topic of scars. It really got me thinking, about something that has been in the back of my mind for quite sometime. I have one scar. A scar that goes alot deeper than its physical apperence. Its a constant everyday reminder of something i would give the world to forget. It is something that will stay with me the rest of my life. Something that reminds me

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1063507907534279782003-09-13T19:51:00.000-07:002003-09-13T19:52:08.276-07:00

Things are blah right now. I think that we should be able to turn our brains on and off. Yes good idea. Im having a hard time in school, I cant sit thru the classes and pay attention the whole time. This is going to be a long year. My Friend is considering baseball at the end of this year. My vote NO....... Too Much On My Mind Right Now..... "This life’s so complicated"

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1063165926418774322003-09-09T20:52:00.000-07:002003-09-09T20:52:06.420-07:00

This week sucks. The littlest things that normally wont really piss me off really make me mad. Like to the point of where i get so frustrated and need to walk away. And yet at the same time the smallest things make me so happy. Its like a constant up and down. It sucks. I cant stop thinking about certain things, and it upsets me. Some of my friends are worried about me... I dont know what to do

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1063081732207425242003-09-08T21:28:00.000-07:002003-09-08T21:29:48.240-07:00

Why wont things just look up? Too Much Going on all at once I dont want to deal with this anymore But there is nothing else to do besides go on and get through it... I guess * Ill be okay

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1062977227460047472003-09-07T16:27:00.000-07:002003-09-07T16:35:03.156-07:00

This week has been an interesting one. Alot of Ups and downs. So much happened last year that i am still dealing with, that i still think about everyday. I am scared that it might repeat its self. I am feeling very scared and lost and confused, all at once. There is so much i cant stop thinking about, and this week has been especially hard. I wish i could talk about it. I wish some one actually

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1062976444362060292003-09-07T16:14:00.000-07:002003-09-07T16:14:04.346-07:00

I was reading Guillermo' Blog and found this so i thought i would do it too! Firsts. First car: An '83 mustang metalic blue (a piece of crap) First date:A 7th grade dance with a boy named geoff First real kiss: Havent had one yet..... (Sad I know) First break-up:None Yet First job: Babysitting First screen name: Happygirly456 which is still my screen name First self purchased album:

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1062131549798414692003-08-28T21:32:00.000-07:002003-08-28T21:32:29.733-07:00

So more auditions tomorrow. Yea im getting sick of the auditioning process. Hopefully i get a part in this one. I dont want any more rejection.. But then again i done think anyone wants it. Im excited for this show. Im learning sound and lighting and helping with set. Should be fun maybe. i hope..... So i could probably list yesterday as the worst day in the history of the world. But thanks too

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1061862012636936002003-08-25T18:40:00.000-07:002003-08-25T19:12:03.770-07:00

Auditions were today. They went well. I went up there and just went with it. Now i wait untill tomorrow... I have never wanted a part as bad as i do for this show. I want my chance to go up under those bright lights, on that all too familar stage, and be someone else telling a story that lets people escape for a few hours, for 3 nights. Tomorrow i find out

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1061772023986361102003-08-24T17:40:00.000-07:002003-08-24T17:41:30.770-07:00

Incubus- Drive Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear Take the wheel and steer It's driven me before And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal But lately I am beginning to find that I Should be the one behind the wheel Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes So if I decide to

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1060828206978770492003-08-13T19:30:00.000-07:002003-08-13T19:34:48.593-07:00

3 days into school and im ready for it to be over. Everyone says dont be so anxious for it to be over, but i am. I am ready to move on, do something productive with my life that doesnt involve me sitting in 3 different classrooms everyday for an hour and a half. Yea there is college after highschool but there is alot more freedom that comes with college. Its all up to you, you cant depend on

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1060742628702061272003-08-12T19:43:00.000-07:002003-08-12T19:43:48.533-07:00

second first day of school was today. Yea school isnt the greatest, but its fun to see some people everyday that i usually dont see. Nothing exciting happened today Thats all

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1060654908172786112003-08-11T19:21:00.000-07:002003-08-11T19:25:41.150-07:00

First say of school, a very long day. I like block scheduling, and i think i will really like it as long as we do stuff the whole class, i am too ADD to sit in class and read or listen to rules or lectures, it just doesnt happen. So today was a long day to get thru. Highlights of My Day. * First hour chemistry, with quinn, and kaila and stephanie. *Not being allowed to sit on the floor becuase

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1060503998015868342003-08-10T01:26:00.000-07:002003-08-10T01:26:37.946-07:00

Tonight was basicly the last night of summer that i could do whatever i wanted. I took alittle trip down to tucson to do some shopping, got 10 shirts and 2 skirts. Came home took a two hour nap and then went to a movie. Pirates of the Carribbean, it was a good movie, except i didnt like the skeletons, yuck. School starts in 1 day. Im not looking forward to it as much as i thought i was. I hate

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1060320157731394682003-08-07T22:22:00.000-07:002003-08-07T22:29:35.183-07:00

The past week has been crazy. I sucessfully finished sophmore year on monday. Wether i passed all my classes or not has not been determined, so keep your fingers crossed. Went to a baseball game,, it was an exciting one tonight, we won! Yay D-Backs. I made a friend a mixed CD and left it in his truck for him while he was at work. Hope you like it! Crew has been fun we have everything done, or

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1059459721859307862003-07-28T23:22:00.000-07:002003-07-28T23:22:01.840-07:00

Im in a random mood tonight, Ive been thinking alot. So this post wont make much sense My rooms a mess, ive had to keep the whole rest of the house clean that i kinda slacked off on my room. Oh Well I miss talking to matt everyday. Target is a fun store. I still need to go clothes shopping, but i cant find anything i want or its too expensive. Bah! Im looking forward to school but im not at the

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1059363743312699142003-07-27T20:42:00.000-07:002003-07-27T20:42:23.170-07:00

Well it has been a busy week. Crew started monday, Its alright we didnt do much this week so its been a little boring. Tomorrow tho we start to build Yay, i think..... Friday night i went shopping with my mom, kaila called so we went and got her and then went back shopping. It was fun i got a cute black polka dotted skirt. Yesterday i woke up and went to work. Built 5 computers and made 50 bucks

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1058635274278352472003-07-19T10:21:00.000-07:002003-07-19T10:21:14.230-07:00

I went to the mall yesterday, and i tried two dresses on just for fun, and i bought both of them. They fit perfectly it was amazing i never have that kind of luck. I also bought a really cute curious george shirt. Crew starts monday im excited. School starts soon, i want it to start but at the same time i dont. I really think this block scheduling thing is going to work for me, becuase we get an

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1058367841513228252003-07-16T08:04:00.000-07:002003-07-16T08:06:29.006-07:00

Yea i didnt mean last post i was unhappy with how i look overall becuase i really am happy with how i look mostly but there are somethings i want to change. Now for those that know me will probably be thinking, Oh casey your so skinny you dont need to excersize or anything like that,, you need to gain weight. And dont deny that No its just that i used to be able to eat whatever i wanted and not

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1058312355681483262003-07-15T16:39:00.000-07:002003-07-15T16:39:15.590-07:00

So here i sit, eating chocolate pudding, watching tv, trying to do homework and write. TOday is a boring day, i am waiting for someone to get home so i can go swimming. Nothing too exciting to document, except its hotter than hell outside, and i neever want to go out ever again. Crew starts soon YAY everyone seems to be excited about it. Good Good Good. I got a third windshield put on my car

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1058228403510785772003-07-14T17:20:00.000-07:002003-07-14T17:20:03.470-07:00

Happy Deathday!Your name:caseyYou will die on:Sunday, February 5, 2023You will die of:Ran with Scissors Username: Created by Quill

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Im starting over, new template, new comments new everything except i didnt delete my old posts. It seems happier and i am alot happier, so it all just goes now. Lets see how have things been going. Well since i got back from camp i havent done much. I feel like TV and such is a waste of time, since i was so busy with everything at camp. Crew starts next week so i will have something to do. I

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1057973374636406532003-07-11T18:29:00.000-07:002003-07-14T15:23:24.906-07:00

THis week was absolutely amazing. It was the most fun i have had in a very very long time. Highlights of the week: Stopping traffic on a busy california street to save a 3 legged injured squirrel. Being told we are the magnifacent 10 Matilda well the little girl who looks like her Papa Squirrel Singing in front of albertsons at 930 with the other counselers Salt N' Pepper Crappy Camp Food

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1057473636040140262003-07-05T23:40:00.000-07:002003-07-14T15:23:45.910-07:00

updated my links list

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I leave monday for beach camp. Ahh its crazy im so excited and nervous at the same time. Im going to miss my mom but not the weather. The hottest it ever gets is 80, wahhooo. Ill be back sometime friday evening talk to you all then!!!!!!

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I am happy..... No way around it right now. Yayaya im glad. I am happy with myself, i like what i see in the mirror right now, i am happy with my friends and everything. 5 days till i leave for cali, im excited, YAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAyAY!

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I am the girl who questions everything I am the girl who loves emo music I am the girl who wants to be loved I am the girl who keeps the ones she cares about an arms length away. I am the girl who stopped caring I am the girl who cares too much I am the girl who never gives up I am the girl who has a friend who loves to see her smile I am the girl who loves to cuddle I am the girl who

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-1056841363388308942003-06-28T16:02:00.000-07:002003-06-28T16:02:43.260-07:00

Yayayay i got my car today. Its beautiful. =) i never realized how nice cup holders and keyless entry and 4 doors were untill i didnt have it. Haha but now i do WAHOO!

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Ahh i want the busyness to be over. I want to be able to sleep in even tho. Countdowns: Cali-1week 1day Get my new car-Very very soon! Life is great right now. I am very happy, and i havent been happy in along long time =).

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So its been awhile since my last post. To tell you the truth ive been quite busy, and when im not doing anything im sleeping. Lets see how things are going..... We are trading in my not so good mustang, for a really good new car, what kind it will be has yet to be determined. I want to get a Lancer, however they are a tad expensive so maybe you never know we can find a cheaper one! *crosses

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So much has gone on in my short 16 years of life. Everyday is such a blessing, and so often people forget that. I dont think people truly realize this untill they are faced with death or a near death expierence, wether it be themselves or someone very close to them. I dont feel like i can trust people anymore. People lie to much. I lost the ability to fully trust people. I have been hurt far to

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-954528072003-06-08T22:31:00.000-07:002003-06-08T22:37:19.000-07:00

Long time since my last post. Lets see lets see. Last week i relaxed and worked on school work. Yes you heard me right i still have school work to do. Blah. Only 3 more finals to go. But a lot of work left. Its the best way to spend a summer vacation i swear. Ive gone out the past few nights, its been fun. I miss seeing alot of people. But there will be sports all summer so i will still get to

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-951160322003-05-31T03:14:00.000-07:002003-05-31T03:14:01.980-07:00

Tonight was so much fun. I went to kenzie/rowenas birthday party. Parties and pools dont really mix, Someone always ends up in the pool, or there is along going water fight untill multiple people end up in the pool. It all started because matt was spraying taryn with the water gun. Stefanie and matt had already been in the pool earlier, but had dried off. To get matt back because he sprayed taryn

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-948901032003-05-26T02:00:00.000-07:002003-05-26T02:02:57.000-07:00

So far summer has been good. Granted im only two days into it, but still im glad its been good. I am slowly getting better, last time it took forever to feel better physically, but now its taking forever emotionally and physcologically. I have good days and bad days. Im still dealing with what i went thru and all the stuff that went along with it. I wish i could put it all behind me, but its a

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-948553782003-05-25T02:15:00.000-07:002003-05-25T02:23:36.000-07:00

The Time is Currently 1:34am, and i am not the least bit tired. Could have something to do with the mad amounts of caffiene i took in, in the past few hours, or the mad amounts of fun i had tonight. Tonight was one of the best nights this year in my book. I went to dinner with a few friends at applebees, we had the coolest waiter ever. His name was sean, pronounced shawn.... he made that clear to

caseyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03905684214627725802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5197710.post-947729962003-05-22T22:28:00.000-07:002003-05-22T22:32:12.000-07:00

today was a very long but fun. I woke up way too early, went to school, took my english final, and then chilled in Idlers class for the rest of the day. All day long i thought Rob was mad at me, because this morning he totally ignored me. but 7th hour he walked in and sat down next to me and we talked for a while. It was nice becuase i always have good conversations with him. He took the final

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