Dont Let Life Pass You By

Auditions were today. I dont think i did too well however i always feel that way. I had a little freak-out before auditions trying to figure out wether to audition. Wether i can Handle Acting, Stage Managing, Acting in the mainstage, School, crew and friends... and i didnt know if i could... and i still dont know if i can. But if i get a part in Thoreau i will try like hell to make it all work.. and still stay sane. I havent had the best few days. Saturday was good untill some things were said to me. Yea not going to bother me anymore. Then it was good because i spent sometime with Casey L. and tina.. They are fun. Yesterday was probably the worst day in a while. But im hoping this week gets better.......Im sick of crying.... So im done.. (yea right... But i can try right?) Yea im making no sense.... Again everything is all jumbled up inside my head.. I need to figure things out...