I dont mean on the phone

I have been really down lately
This week has been one hell of a ride
Tonight will go one of two ways
Really good
or really bad
Please be really good
I need to figure out whats going on
Too bad i already know whats going on
i wish i didnt
Oh well
what can i do
Not a damn thing
Soccer Soon
and i need to get ready
but im on here
writing about pointless crap
No one reads this anyways
Last night was so peaceful
Tonight the same way please?
Its the weekend it needs to be fun
not sad and miserable
I need out
Now.......