Every year it gets harder and harder to go to graduation. i will always go becuase its a huge step in my friends lives. But every year the closeness between the graduating and i grows, more and more. This year i really got to know some of the seniors

. Matt, Joey, Greg inparticular, 3 of my best friends graduated tonight.

And as sad as i am that they are done, i am happy that they are going on to bigger things.

Its going to be incredibly weird that i wont see these kids on a regular basis anymore, and matt i wont see except for when he comes back from cali. Its hard to think there is no more fourth hour with matt and katie.

But yet with all the things im going to miss, and the sadness i have. I am blessed to know these kids, to have the memories that are going to last a lifetime.

Next year is going to be the worst. All my boys will be gone.
And as much as everyone tells me not to think about it, its a year away.i do think of it, a year goes by so quickly.
It seems just like yesterday i watched ashley and brian graduate.


Im just scared to lose touch with these people.