Everything lovely and more.

A few years later I found my way back. Madly in love with a boy, starting our lives together in a small house with our two lovely dogs.

Sunday, February 22, 2004

I took the road less traveled and that has made all the difference

So this week has been interesting. I went to school 1 day out of the four days we had. I have been very sick and let me tell you it sucks a big one. Tonight was the first time i have been outside the house in 4 days. I have not been sick in the longest time, and when i get sick its kind of scary. Only because we never know whether im just sick or if something is wrong with my heart.

I can honestly say i am happy with the way things are going right now. sure there are parts that could be better, but all in all its going good. After tonight and laughing and hanging out with some amazing kids, i realized that these are the people i need in my life. This is where i am happy. Besides theatre, These are my true friends. But ofcourse you cannot forget all the wonderful kids in theatre who mean so much

I like to laugh, the kind of laughing where your stomach hurts so bad afterwards and you can not breathe because of it.

I like being able to say the first thing that pops into my head and having people actually listen to me.

I like throwing eggs at walls and street signs, and lighting random shit on fire.

I like singing to whatever is on the radio, and if i do not know the words then i will make some up.

I like not knowing whats happening in the future and being okay with it.

I live for the moment.

I do stupid random things, and sometimes do not know what i am talking about.

I like my friends

I like the format

In the summer i live in the pool.

I have seen a shooting star and made a wish on it.

I can out eat a lot of my guy friends.

And this is why my life is so wonderful. All of the little things, that most people pass by.

This post was random but my train of thought has been very random lately.

I need a reason to let go an intervention, a lulluby something to cure me please believe me

cause whats left to lose, ive done enough and if i fail well then i fail but i gave it a shot