Everything lovely and more.

A few years later I found my way back. Madly in love with a boy, starting our lives together in a small house with our two lovely dogs.

Saturday, July 05, 2003

Links

updated my links list

Salute Your Shorts

I leave monday for beach camp. Ahh its crazy im so excited and nervous at the same time. Im going to miss my mom but not the weather. The hottest it ever gets is 80, wahhooo. Ill be back sometime friday evening talk to you all then!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Happy

I am happy..... No way around it right now. Yayaya im glad. I am happy with myself, i like what i see in the mirror right now, i am happy with my friends and everything. 5 days till i leave for cali, im excited, YAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAyAY!

Sunday, June 29, 2003

I am the girl who questions everything

I am the girl who loves emo music

I am the girl who wants to be loved

I am the girl who keeps the ones she cares about an arms length away.

I am the girl who stopped caring

I am the girl who cares too much

I am the girl who never gives up

I am the girl who has a friend who loves to see her smile

I am the girl who loves to cuddle

I am the girl who drives a lancer

I am the girl who feels very very lost

I am the girl who needs a few good friends

I am the girl who has more guy friends than girls

I am the girl who loves power tools

I am the girl who needs to be held when shes sad

I am the girl who hates to open up

I am the girl who wishes her life were different but likes it at the same time

I am the girl who has been thru two major open heart surgerys

I am the girl who is obsessed with the theater

I am the girl who has a hard time talking about the bad

I am the girl who sees the good in everyone

I am the girl who will always do what she has to even if its hard

I am the girl who is scared of death

I am the girl who hates balloons popping

I am the girl who trys to stay positive

I am the girl who loves action movies

I am the girl who sings in the shower

I am the girl who respects everyone

I am the girl who holds a few peoples opinions close to her heart

I am the girl who has little patience

I am the girl who has never kissed a guy

I am the girl who wishes people would understand her

I am the girl who is misunderstood

I am the girl who is sarcastic

I am the girl who loves dumb jokes

I am the girl who cries when she is scared

I am the girl who is afraid of being hit

I am the girl who is afraid of trusting

I am the girl who is afraid of falling in love

I am the girl who is not as strong as everyone thinks

I am the girl who hates to be weak

I am the girl who is confused

I am the girl who never goes the speed limit

I am the girl who dreams alot

I am the girl who no one can discourage

I am the girl who hears everything people say

I am the girl who likes what she sees in the mirror

I am the girl who needs to be told everything will be ok by a certain person to believe it

I am the girl who needs a sense of normalcy

I am the girl who doesnt need to be friends with everyone

I am the girl who is ok with being herself

I am the girl who built many protection walls

I am the girl who has been hurt by many

I am the girl who people think they can use but cant

I am the girl who likes a boy very much

I am the girl who a certain boy can make smile with everything he says

I am the girl who worries alot

I am the girl who loves to be hugged

I am the girl who loves the beach

I am the girl who likes guys who wear hats

I am the girl who is trying to find herself

I am the girl who has strong opinions and beliefs

I am the girl who has faith when things are hard

I am the girl who has only let three people see the real true her.

I am the girl who is a sucker for romance movies

I am the girl who takes life minute by minute

I am the girl who hates drugs

I am the girl who is afraid of needles

I am the girl who cries before surgery

I am the girl who needs her friends to be there

I am the girl who hates people who play mind games

I am the girl who is afraid of losing the ones she loves most

I am the girl who likes to take pictures

I am the girl who likes when her guy friends protect her

I am the girl who feels safe with her guy friends

I am the girl who people think is innocent

I am the girl who laughs at everything

I am the girl who tries to help people

I am the girl who wants to feel needed

I am the girl who needs to be told shes special

I am the girl who tries to think she doesnt need anyone

I am the girl who hopes and prays that things will be

alright

I am the girl who hides her emotions

I am the girl who pretends everything is okay

I am the girl who hopes she will be okay one day