Casey's Answers

SURVEY TIME
[my name is]:Casey Lima
[in the morning i am]: excited
[love is]: not fun
[i dream about]: girls

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Eyes
[last person you slow danced with]: Vanessa

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: Kate
[easiest to talk to]: My dad

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: no

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: My mom
[hugged]: Tina
[you instant messaged]: Chiara
[you laughed with]: Chiara and Casey.

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: yes.
[what's your favorite food?]: pasta
[whats your favorite fruit?]: Pineapple
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: no

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?] : once
[of hearts i have broken?] : too many
[of boys i have kissed?] : two
[of girls i have kissed?] : a lot
[of drugs taken illegally?] : a lot
[of tight friends?] : 4
[of cd's that i own?] : like 30
[of scars on my body?] : a lot
[of things in my past that i regret?] : zero

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: everything
[i want]: happiness
[i have]: absolutley nothing
[i wish]: nothing
[i hate]: hypocritical
[i miss]: my mom
[i fear]: nothing
[i hear]: too much
[i search]: for everything
[i love]: nothing
[i ache]:
[i care]: for people
[i always]: Do what i want
[i dance]: awesome
[i cry]: never
[i do not always]: do the right thing
[i write]: extensivley.
[i confuse]: Everyone
[i can usually be found]: wherever i am
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: yes
[favorite place to be kissed?]: on mountains
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: yes
[druggie]: no
[gang member]: yes
[daydreamer]: yes
[alcoholic]: no
[freak]: yes
[brat]: no
[goody-goody]: no
[angel]: no, definatley not
[devil]: yes
[friend]: yes
[shy]: no
[talkative]: yes
[adventurous]: yes.
[intelligent]: yes

Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: Tina
[wish you saw more often]: Ryan
[wish you could meet]:
[most sarcastic]: Casey and Chiara
[wish you knew better]: myself
[knows you best]: my dad
[best outlook on life]: Rob
[most paranoid]: Chiara
[sweetest]: Ashley

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: Honesty
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: Stubborn.
[most annoying thing you do]: argue.
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: drugs
[describe your personality in one word]: compatible
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: My eyes
[person you regret sleeping with]: Jenn
[a smell that makes you smile]: corn
[a country you'd like to visit]: romania
[a drink you order most often]: water.
[a delicious desert]: chocolate
[a book you highly recommend]: the andolite chronicles
[the music you prefer while alone]: hard rock.
[your favorite band]: The Monkees
[a film you could watch over and over]: Green Mile.
[a TV show you watch regularly]: Malcolm in the middle
[you live in a(n)]: a house
[your cologne or perfume]:
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: chucky
[something important on your night table]: my sock.

Im never going to fall for a boy like you

Today was simply wonderful.

Maybe it was hanging out with mr. lima after school, and how appaled he was we didnt have a star on our tree.
Or laughing untill i couldnt breathe
Or the rain
and how everything smells, and looks when it rains
Or just how everything seems so right.
And im ignoring things that are unhappy
because its too beautiful to be unhappy


I wasnt that cold at the soccer game tonight. And they won so casey was happy. and tomorrow night is the championshiip game so that will be fun. Chiara and i ate the Top Ramen she made Yummy.

I hear the rain agaisnt my window, and i know for once i will be able to sleep. Its a comforting thing to me, laying in my bed listening to the rain on my window. It reminds me of when i was little, and everything was right. And how innocent i was and how good the world seemed. Its so easy to fall asleep. Because i concentrate of the rain and i dont think. I just listen. And im going to sit out in the rain for a while, tonight and enjoy the peacefulness. Everything seems so differents when it rains.
Its funny how drops of water can make me so happy. They can change everything drastically. I love it. I always will and have loved the rain.

Christmas lights in the rain, have to be the most gorgeous thing i have ever seen.

Friday, is upon us. 4 days next week and there is a two week break. And i will both see snow and turn 17 in that break. Exciting.

I cant wait to put on my dress, and look all cute, and have cute friends, and a cute friend date, and 50's and 60's and pictures and 5&Diner, and goofy swing dancing, and goofy friends, and laughing.


Sounds good to me.

Things are getting better, and im loving every minute of it. a friends advice was all i needed, and altho it took me a while to really understand it, it makes so much sense. and im so grateful to have someone to kick my ass back to where it needs to be.

lets skip school and go straight to the afternoon..


*Why dont we do it in the road?*

Nowhere fast

SURVEY TIME
[my name is]:Casey Bartle
[in the morning i am]: Very Tired, and rushing to get ready
[love is]: a beautiful thing, if its really there
[i dream about]: When i will stop believing the bad, and completely understanding the good.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Smile and Eyes.
[last person you slow danced with]: Bobby last year at homecoming.

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: Wouldnt you like to know.
[easiest to talk to]: Casey Lima, Chiara and Rob

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: Yes

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Casey
[hugged]: Mr. Lima
[you instant messaged]: Kaley
[you laughed with]: Chiara and Casey.

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: If i had too.
[what's your favorite food?]: Pizza or French Fries
[whats your favorite fruit?]: Apples
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional because physical pain goes away but emotional can stay with you forever
[trust others way too easily?]: Nope never making that mistake again.

-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?] : twice.
[of hearts i have broken?] : three.
[of boys i have kissed?] : wouldnt you like to know..
[of girls i have kissed?] :none.
[of drugs taken illegally?] : hmmmmmm..................
[of tight friends?] : two
[of cd's that i own?] : 30 regular probably 100 mixed
[of scars on my body?] : 3 .
[of things in my past that i regret?] : Alot.

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]:i need to care about school.
[i want]: to go out with casey and chiara.
[i have]: the two most wonderful best friends
[i wish]: I felt okay with myself, and things going on in my life.
[i hate]: Hiding things, and being a "stupid girl" sometimes.
[i miss]: Nils
[i fear]:My best friends walking away, and being alone.
[i hear]: the typing of the keys.
[i search]: for a place im wanted.
[i love]: Casey and Chiara
[i ache]: In my heart, and mind..
[i care]:Alot about how i do in school
[i always]: laugh when i dont know whats going on.
[i dance]: in my car.
[i cry]: alot, mostly alone
[i do not always]: tell people when somethings wrong
[i write]: as a release and escape from whats going on.
[i confuse]: Myself and others, alot.
[i can usually be found]: Casey Lima, or casey and chiara
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: HA Yea
[favorite place to be kissed?]: In the rain, or in the park
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: Nope...
[druggie]: nope
[gang member]: nope
[daydreamer]: Yes
[alcoholic]: no
[freak]: Yes
[brat]: I can be
[goody-goody]: Nope
[angel]: yea right
[devil]:well i am part of the devilish duo
[friend]: yes.
[shy]: not really, even tho some people think i am.
[talkative]: Oh yea
[adventurous]: Yea i always have been.
[intelligent]:not really

-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: Casey
[wish you saw more often]: Ty and Kaley
[wish you could meet]:
[most sarcastic]: Rob
[wish you knew better]:Rob
[knows you best]: Casey
[best outlook on life]: Casey
[most paranoid]: Me and chiara
[sweetest]: Chiara

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: Always listens and is there for friends.
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I worry too much, and am too afraid my friends will leave.
[most annoying thing you do]: Play with my hair.
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: Letting things get to me. ANd so much more
[describe your personality in one word]: Caring
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: My eyes or smile.
[person you regret sleeping with]: no one..
[a smell that makes you smile]: boys cologne.
[a country you'd like to visit]: Italy.
[a drink you order most often]: Water.
[a delicious desert]: MMMM Cake or cookies.
[a book you highly recommend]: Sloppy Firsts.
[the music you prefer while alone]: Musicals and Christmas music.
[your favorite band]:Incubus
[a film you could watch over and over]: A Walk To Remember.
[a TV show you watch regularly]: Everwood
[you live in a(n)]: a house
[your cologne or perfume]: i love the smell of cologne if there isnt too much, and i usually wear alittle perfume.
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: things that are important, and clothes
[something important on your night table]: A precious moments figure i got before my surgery

Beautiful

The past 5 days or so, i havent been in the best mood. There is something about this weather, that puts me in a weird mood. Every year, the weather changes and i get confused. Confused about everything going on. This year is easier and harder in a way. I have someone this year to talk to. You know to share both the good and the bad in my life. Which is weird only because for once in my life, there is someone there. Its hard to talk about stuff, that i have kept inside for so long. But its good for me.

I love this time of year. I love wearing scarfs and jackets. And freezing, and chirstmas. Hot chocolate, fires, being with people i love. Walking around looking at christmas lights, Getting people gifts. And Christmas music. I love all of it.
And i love that i have two friends who love to walk and look at lights. And just talk, whether it be in my car or at the park. Friends who laugh with me. And are goofy. And accept me for me. The person who just cant be happy all the time. The person who is down sometimes, who has a lot going on. I need people like that. And i finally found them
And there isnt anything i could ask for that could be better than this.

Winter break is going to be nice. Not having to worry about school, or tests or all the annoying people there. Being able to hang out with friends whenever, and sleeping as late as i want. MMMM Nice.

Today i was told i can sing really well, and my friend told me i was a studette. It was nice to hear. Wether its true or not , who knows but it made me happy

Today was good, and i cant stop smiling because i had such a good day. It makes me happy. Things are getting better. Which is always a good thing. And i cant wait for the dance. Thats going to kick butt. 50's hehe me and casey are going to be the hottest 50's couple there, and chiara and sam are going to be the hottest 60's hippie couple there. Goofy dancing and swing dancing and not to mention alot of fun. Daisy adventure saturday morning then primping the rest of the day.

Weekend now pleasE?

Atleast friday will be an easy day......

Hope everyone has a wonderful Day, and if things arent going right. They will look up. It took alot to realize it. But i finally do.

Just Missed the Train

Im feeling the same as the post before the last one.
Or rather the two before the last one

WEIRD CRAPPY MOOD GO AWAY
And stop leaving me confused
I dont like this at all

Would you like to pick my brain?




I'll tell you what I've told all of them, you can't handle what goes through my head.




I push them away, a defense mechanism, if you're not around, no one gets hurt.




If you're around me too much, you'll become like me, and you'll go crazy.




It's happened before.




Avoid me at all costs, you'll regret all outcomes.




If I'm around you too much, we'll get too close, and then you'll do something...or I will, and we'll still all get hurt.




Why do people always want to hold you when you're crying?




I don't understand.




Don't touch me.




All I have are tears...

your a hot comodity

Current Mood:

I dont know whats going on anymore
I cant explain it
So if you ask
i dont know will be the answer

Dance Saturday YAY
Fun
50's
5&Diner
Goofy Dancing
Swing Dancing?

Mill Friday Night
Christmas lights
Cold
Best friends
YAY

FRIDAYNOWPLEASE?

Today was crap

Maybe it was because i woke up late
and ran around trying to do everything in 10 minutes
Or that people went through my stuff at lunch
Or i was made fun of, but that doesnt bother me so much usually
Except today when everything bothered me
I was sick of the sarcastic comments
my dog is sick
Ive had her since i was 4 and a half
she's 12
thats old
i dont want to let go anytime soon
I have math, i dont understand
I feel like im going to cry
i already did that once tonight
but i cant help it tonight
either that or im going to bitch someone out
and i dont want to do that
because it will probably end up being someone who doesnt deserve it
I hope he is okay
they said his surgery went well
one good part of my day atleast
My cell is broken
Today sucked

Please be over now?!?

Beautiful Disaster

There are so many other things i could be doing right now.
Instead im singing along to the music im listening too, trying to keep what voice i had after voice lessons, and writing in here.
Ive been in a really bad mood the past few days. The kind of mood, where everything is annoying. And i want to get out of it. Bah.

"Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over"

*Lyrics that fit so perfectly to my mood right now*

23 days untill my birthday
Dance this weekend. Yay im excited to get dressed up, and take pictures and eat at 5&Diner and have fun. I have the best people to go with. And the best "friend date" i could ask for. 50's like woah
Christmas lights on mill ave. Friday night
Its cold
Its nice
I looked like a whore friday night, it makes me laugh
Chiara having a stare down with a lady 4 thousand times her size makes me laugh
Talking about how if they got in a fight i would take pictures and make a blog story about Chiara's last few moments of life, before the lady sat on her. Makes me laugh too
Im losing my mind
Its bad.
Really Bad
Anyone seen it?
Poster store on mill, is the best store ever
Johnny Depp is Hott
That is all

Anything Loved Can Be Lost

Saturday



Saturday Started out with chiara and I Going to Caseys Soccer Carwash


We decided the mall sounded like a good place to go. We started our mall adventure by eating lunch. Pizza and soda


Then a cinnabon. So good for us.( yea right)


After lunch was on to Nordstroms where i took pictures in the lounge while waiting for chiara


Then to robinsons May where we found the flamingo. =}


And finally Dillards, where chaira decided to try on the Skank dress we made fun of the weekend before.


The Park was our next stop


I fed the ducks chips because thats all i had


And then we were attacked


We took cute pictures with the whale. Sadly i was too big for it


Chiara fit perfectly


On our way to get casey chiara took pictures of the sky


Words couldnt justify this picture


After picking up our partner in crime we headed to Trivia Night


After beating my mom and sisters team, we left and walked around looking at christmas lights


Tired we retreated to my car to talk for about an hour and a half. WHere casey proceeded to fall asleep for about 15 minutes. And he was too cute to not take a picture