I'll never be the same

So more auditions tomorrow. Yea im getting sick of the auditioning process. Hopefully i get a part in this one. I dont want any more rejection.. But then again i done think anyone wants it. Im excited for this show. Im learning sound and lighting and helping with set. Should be fun maybe. i hope.....
So i could probably list yesterday as the worst day in the history of the world. But thanks too Two of my best friends i had the best night ever. It was mucho fun and im glad i went out with them.
Yea and i dont care anymore about being called a bitch, so what i dont care what they think as long as my best friends dont think i am thats all that matters

Yea Rock

Auditions were today. They went well. I went up there and just went with it. Now i wait untill tomorrow... I have never wanted a part as bad as i do for this show. I want my chance to go up under those bright lights, on that all too familar stage, and be someone else telling a story that lets people escape for a few hours, for 3 nights.
Tomorrow i find out

Pardon Me.

Incubus- Drive


Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I am beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found

So whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes

Would you kill the Queen to crush the hive?
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive?

Auditions tomorrow..... Oh Geez