Everything lovely and more.

A few years later I found my way back. Madly in love with a boy, starting our lives together in a small house with our two lovely dogs.

Thursday, May 22, 2003

today was a very long but fun. I woke up way too early, went to school, took my english final, and then chilled in Idlers class for the rest of the day. All day long i thought Rob was mad at me, because this morning he totally ignored me. but 7th hour he walked in and sat down next to me and we talked for a while. It was nice becuase i always have good conversations with him. He took the final and then we sat backstage and talked for a while longer. I enjoyed it alot. He signed my yearbook, he wasnt going to but i gave him the sad face that i know gets to him, and so he signed it. hehe. =] we then went to taco bell and had lunch. After lunch, kaila katie and i went to tims house for the yearbook signing party. It was nice because i got the people i wanted to. I have my page of the boys i love and it was weird becuase i didnt tell them to sign on that page they all just did.
Im tired i will write alot more tomorrow

Every year it gets harder and harder to go to graduation. i will always go becuase its a huge step in my friends lives. But every year the closeness between the graduating and i grows, more and more. This year i really got to know some of the seniors

. Matt, Joey, Greg inparticular, 3 of my best friends graduated tonight.

And as sad as i am that they are done, i am happy that they are going on to bigger things.

Its going to be incredibly weird that i wont see these kids on a regular basis anymore, and matt i wont see except for when he comes back from cali. Its hard to think there is no more fourth hour with matt and katie.

But yet with all the things im going to miss, and the sadness i have. I am blessed to know these kids, to have the memories that are going to last a lifetime.

Next year is going to be the worst. All my boys will be gone.
And as much as everyone tells me not to think about it, its a year away.i do think of it, a year goes by so quickly.
It seems just like yesterday i watched ashley and brian graduate.


Im just scared to lose touch with these people.